Racing heart

Well, I did manage to finish installing and configuring Ubuntu 9.04 last night around 5 AM. I think in the long run I'll be happy that I had to install from scratch. The system is running very smoothly and I'm pretty satisfied with it.

After finishing, I tried to go to sleep, and had a lot of trouble. I had been retaining water all day, and my legs felt very odd. Laying down was pretty uncomfortable, and I noticed my heart was racing. I was especially nervous since Ted wasn't around to help if I had a problem. I made it through the night, and Ted returned today.

Whenever my heart races, I can't help but feel nervous. Right now all of my blood cell counts are low, and I worry that if something did go horribly wrong that I wouldn't be able to tell that it was coming. This just makes my heart race more, so I had to really focus last night to calm down and keep a steady beat going. Eventually, counting my heart beats put me to sleep, and I made it through the night. Around 8 AM I got up and turned on the TV, then fell asleep again on the couch until 10:30. After that, I was fine, and a lot of the fluid retention was gone. I'm still retaining a bit though; I've been drinking a lot of water all day long, so hopefully that will help.

I'll try to give some updates on the progression of my blood cell counts after my appointment on Thursday. I will be very interested to see those results, and I hope that they've gone up from last week.

I need to do some work tomorrow; hopefully I'll finish cleaning up the camera ready version of my HotNets paper, I'll write my part of the quarterly report for the GeoMAN project, and I'll pick out and read a paper for Syschat on Wednesday. These all kind of depend on when my medicine arrives tomorrow; I'll wait until then to explain the deal with my medicine. In any case, I'm going to bed now to try to fix my sleep cycle. Goodnight!

Screwed up my sleep cycle

So I did something stupid last night. I decided that now would be a good time to upgrade from Ubuntu 8.04 to 9.04. As a result, I stayed up until 2 AM, and it still wasn't done.

Then the upgrade process was interrupted by a family gathering. It was nice to see the Baden side of my family, since I don't get to see them often and I hadn't seen most of them since I started hanging out with Carmichael. After our lunch together, I went back to my brother Billy's house and spent some time with my niece, Betsy, and nephew, Drew. We all (even the kids) ended up taking naps for whatever reason.

Fast forward to tonight. It's now 3 AM. I had a perfectly working version of Ubuntu 9.04 in time to watch Saturday Night Live, but I wasn't content... I wanted to clean my system up a bit. I ran baobab and noticed some file duplications. What I failed to notice was that during my upgrade today, I tried to install boxee, which involved a hack to run the 32-bit version, which created some hard linked directories... Long story short, I practically did rm -rf / (FOR THE LOVE OF GOD DON'T TRY THAT AT HOME), effectively ruining both all of the progress I had made and bricking my system. And people complain when GMail is down for an hour.

Fortunately, I didn't have anything too important on there... I'm mostly living in the cloud these days, after all. I don't know what I'd do with out Google. Cry, probably.

I'm thinking I'll just not go to bed tonight and instead take a nap in the afternoon. That should reset my sleep cycle, right? Ted gets back tomorrow evening, and he'll get to see my brand new side effect: fluid retention! It's pretty gross. My legs feel like plump hams right about now, and I have really weird things going on around the edges of my clothes. Still, here's to another day. :)